Take a breath and tear it apart

See things crystal clear

And then scream against me 

hurt me beat me


We were just joking like clowns

Handling life and letting it drown

"are you kidding me?" 

I heard myself loud

Because I shouldn't let you go

Can't be waiting anymore


I've got enough of senseless cries

It's not easy to break through

But then scream against me

hurt me beat me


Stand beside me 

Let me see what those hands hide

Don't be scared about me

I am here just to see you die 


White dressed angel let me try to take you high

take you as high as i can fly


Stand beside me 

Let me see what it tastes like

Don't be scared about me

I am here just to see you die


I committed suicide

I just died to see you cry

But don't blame me

That's my only sweet laugh

So don't blame me

I couldn't reach the afterlife

So don't hate me

Because i've never felt your heart beating


White dressed angel let me try to take you high

take you as high as i can fly


Writing desperation through heartache and joyful smiles

Blue and happy at the same time