I've got a little secret
I buried deep inside
Mistook the pain for pleasure
And, now it's eating me alive
My heart is just a wasteland
An open, burning field
And, my senses have been deadened
I'm like a worm that cannot feel
No more happy endings
If this story is real
Cause' pain is never pleasure
It's just another broken deal
I have seen a light within
Burning in that open field
So, would you please forgive me?
I have been there for you
Where have you been?
All I wanna do is come through
And, you're the only reason why
All I wanna do is hold you in my arms
Until it's time to say goodbye
What if I just choose to off myself?
Or, what if I just quit?
Would that be any better yet?
Cause' when they find out what I've done
I'm sure it will be written in the sun
You are unforgiving
But, I have been there for you
Where have you been?
All I wanna do is come through
And, you're the only reason why
All I wanna do is hold you in my arms
Until it's time to say goodbye