There is no escaping this hell, nothing left to tell 
myself. Every night gets
darker, and every morning I wake lifeless. Still 
breathing, still grieving,
still able to feel the pain. Still breathing, still 
grieving, completely
desolate. My eyes are artifacts watching the world 
collapse. So long, good
riddance. In an open grave I await the end, fucking get 
it over with now. End
this now. All that's left in me are fading memories. 
There is nothing you can
say to try and save me. I'd rather never breathe again if 
it meant I could
forget every passing of love, all the years in disgust, 
how could I trust in
anyone? Scars tie me to the past. These open wounds will 
never heal, only bleed
through eternity. There's no room left in heaven for the 
undeserving. These
open wounds will never heal, only bleed through eternity. 
There's no room left
in heaven for me. All that's left in me are fading 
memories. Who needs friends
with all these demons?