Thrown away everything

Challenged hope, challenged fate

Fuck the world, fuck my place

Like it matters

Point your fingers at me,

Contest my integrity,

Question my honesty,

Don't even try it

Feed your life to someone who cares

Nothing, no one, do it myself

One fist in the gold,

One foot in the grave,

One fist in your face,

Destroying



So sick of believing

Feels like i'm eating myself alive

So sick of, existing

Feels like i'm dying

Feels like i'm eating myself alive



Never asked for a thing,

Made myself, made my way,

On my own, trustworthy

I've never strayed

My drive is fueled from the core,

Opened mind closed the door

Confidence to the bone,

To the marrow

Feed your life to someone who cares

Nothing, no one, do it myself



One fist in the gold, 

One foot in the grave,

One fist in your face,

Destroying



So sick of believing

Feels like i'm eating myself alive

So sick of existing

Feels like i'm dying

Feels like i'm eating myself alive



Cleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself, 

Drowning myself in the waves

Cleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself,

Drowning myself in the waves



So sick of believing,

Feels like i'm eating myself alive

So sick of, existing

Feels like i'm dying

Feels like i'm eating myself alive