your gift horse has brought flies

and the stench is unbareable

i'm left with no option, 

but to embrace apathy and loneliness

hoping that i die



i took a train to new york city

met a guy who i THOUGHT was pretty



tiny strands of skin could never hold a whole

begging to nurse its mouth to health



strip the skin from the inside out

you didnt think they'd notice

(you looked them straight in the face)



i always said that we'd watch them die

(you looked them straight in the face)