Today is not the f**king day

I sympathize with their pain

Their negative ways

Giving birth to endless cries and complaints

I'm too close, just boiling with rage

I choke on this feeling of war

In my throat every day

Swallowed every bitter pill, now I'm forced to chew

Hearing every vicious word

Their filthy mouths spew

My thoughts descend into the abyss

My heart is begging me to finish this



Today I wish a motherf**ker would try

Think of someone other than themselves one time

Today I wish a motherf**ker would try

To see this f**ked up world through my eyes



Please god don't let me act on these words

And forgive those who choose to test my last nerve

I see red, can't cleanse it away

They took kindness for weakness

Now they answer on this desperate day

Wake up alone, again nothing's changed

Infected my demons, all my visions become deranged

Seven enemies to vanquish one by one

Hatred blisters the surface of my tongue



Today I wish a motherf**ker would try

Think of someone other than themselves one time

Today I wish a motherf**ker would try

To see this f**ked up world through my eyes



Not today

I thought they'd find a better way

Today is not the f**king day