I’ve been holding this in out of sight out of mind
Haven’t even scratched the surface
Looking at me what you see is what you get
We’re not on the same page

Deep down hurt from the never ending nightmare
Wake me up from cold sweat
Putting my foot down lowering my brow
Bottling up my brew

You don’t understand
Don’t understand what its like to lose so many
You cannot defend
Can’t defend because you don’t know a damn thing
The sting won’t go away
Go away cause there is a sharp point inside me
Do you really think I’m ok?
Now that I’m...

Throwing them back now I can’t even see straight
Looking at me what you see is what you get
We’re not on the same page

If I pass out relapse outcry
Wake me up from cold sweat
Disconnected, rejected
Bottling up my brew

I’ve been looking this way for
So long I can’t remember the feeling
Of what like it’s to be cared for
By someone who still walks this earth, today, now

You don’t understand
Don’t understand what its like to lose so many
You cannot defend
Can’t defend because you don’t know a damn thing
The sting won’t go away
Go away cause there is a sharp point inside me
Do you really think that I’m
Putting this behind
All of my vacancies