If I could make it to my funeral, I'd scan the crowd for you

While all the speeches spill my life as suicide

I'd buy a ticket from the scalper just to show I hate the system

And you soon know I didn't really care at all


Now I'm alive


So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head

Tell me what you've always wanted and I'll give you love instead

And when I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret

If I have to break a promise to you, I'll break my hand instead


You thought that I'd put down my pen but instead

I put down the pills that keep me from the edge of breaking down

in the back of this hotel room

I saw you standing in the corner of court

With a fist full of evidence that led to this

whole situation of me and my plea for insanity


I'll take you on

Now I'm alive

I'll take you on


So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head

Tell me what you've always wanted and I'll give you love instead

And when I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret

If I have to break a promise to you, I'll break my hand instead


If I could make it to my funeral,

I'd smile to the crowd and say to dry your tears cause I'm finally alive


So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head

Tell me what you've always wanted and I'll give you love instead

And when I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret

If I have to break a promise to you, I'll break my hand instead