reason is gone 

this brain is out of practice 

thinking is alien 

it's alien to me 



the day is through the lights are off and i'm alone again 

electrons comfort me the television is my only friend 



there was a time that i swore 

this would never happen to me 



i look for inspiration like i've done so many times 

there's something missing here i can't define 

would you like to come to a place inside my head 

or would you like to watch me fall asleep instead 



indecision, television 

takes my mind away 

growing stronger how much longer 

will things be this way 



i look at my close friends they wear expressions of concern 

they don't want me to forget all that they think i've learned 

i've explained my situation but why can't they see 

friday's just another night for me 



now there's a feeling that i get when i'm at peace with all i see 

and it's a rare time that i spend with no one else around but me 

these moments are so precious now 

getting better just like wine 

but wine won't make me happy 



there was a time i thought it would 

i thought it could i thought it should 

now turned around i'm looking down 

there's nothing there but i can still 

see myself a lonely boy