(Hook)
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
It's not so bad

(1st Verse) J-1
Dear Father God
Creator of all mankind
Why is it that
What happens to a there's don't happen to me?
The closest person in my life, my mother
Had left and moved to Florida
My grandfather had gotten sick
Sick from cancer
And I remember bein 13 and waken up
And findin my godmother dead
Dead from cancer
All this was runnin throw my head
I remember this person givin me a pill
Tellin me to go head and take
That it will make me fell better
Then the next thing you know, I'm an addict
An addict to pills
And all I could think about
Was the time when I was 16
And I want to this play called
Heavens Gates or hells flames
I remember what I saw, hit me so hard
I gave my self to you that night Lord
And became a Soldier Of Christ
Then when I was 18
I thought I was in Love
Got married and drop out of High School
That's when I became week and fell to my knees
But not only did I become an addict
I also became an alcoholic
A madafact my best friend my brother, J. Peace
We use to drink and get drunk together

(Hook)
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
It's not so bad

(2nd Verse) J. Peace
Dear Father God
Creator of Heaven and Earth
There are so many people
Suffering from satins curse
Many wonder why, they live a hard life
At the same time
There are those who rather serve the devil then the Savor
And that's a real sham
But people need to know that Jesus Christ die for them
And he bleed on the Cross
Cause he was trialed by them
Some times life seems like a dead end
There's no were to go
But people need to know that God is in control
I remember wasting my life drinking bottles of booz
With my brother J-1
In till one day we accepted your Savor, Jesus Christ
And became a Soldier
A Soldier Of Christ

(Hook)
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
It's not so bad

(3rd Verse) Archangel
Dear Father God
Hallow be thy name
In this moment I'm go to ask of you
Why is it that my life is so lam?
Every day there seems to be, an upcycled my way
Makin it hard for me to say
To have a conversation with you and say
That I'm so closet to losing my mind
People telling me that I'm different
They even tell my that I'm not kind
I fear that the devil is
Always consoling me
Some times I even
Wake up and I see his face smiling right at me
But you could see what evil deeds I would do
I would lye, cheat, and steel
And do this all be hind you
Help me Lord
I seek your peace and Love
Give me what I need
So I can be with you above
Thoughts of suicide
Race in my life
On a daily basses
I even think about hurtin a there people
A gents what Jesus Christ says
I send a prays to you Lord
And serch for your forgiveness
Have Marcy on me, and forgive me for my daily sickness

(Hook)
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
It's not so bad