And if you ask me to go
i will go quietly
Cause if you need me to go, im gonna
give you what you need
i pull out strengths in my head
i always liked your crocked teeth
But you didn't see me love you
heal me
hold you secretly at night
i never said i loved you cause i knew
somehow it wasn't right
i didn't want to love you
tried to keep it off
it would be abstracted
i never gave you my love 
i was to scared you'd give it back

And if you ask me to stay
i'll give this weekend
I know i said i had plans
but you know i would cancel them
to stay in your apartment
the cats would call around us

But you didn't see me love you
heal me
hold you secretly at night
i never said i loved cause i knew
somehow it wasn't right
i didn't want to love you
tried to keep it off
it would be abstracted
i never gave you my love 
i was to scared you'd give it back

I know you asked me to go
i read your mind
I read the pants
I don't know i liked you
Never before I never sense
Im going to ask you something...
I think i know the answer...

you'd love me if i were older?
you'd love me if i were smarter?
you'd love me if i were bad?
i turn in bad
you'd love me if i were angry?
you'd love me if i were simple?
you'd love me if i would lie down and play dead
you own me to
running in circles
trying to figure out which way is right
i don't know.