These restless eyes refuse to wake
They're sick of the choices that I make
The ones that end with fingers crossed
Results in missing what I've lost
Forbidden word I refuse to say
I admit I feel you everyday
This stupid game you insist to play
Why do I put up with you anyway
Well here's to change
Cause I don't wanna write sad songs anymore
Your disappointment won't bring me down
And some might say it killed me but I kind of think it 
saved me
You destroyed all I created and left me for dead
So I build myself up and now I'm something and you just 
mean nothing
Because I don't want to write about you anymore