I've been hiding in my bedroom

And my head's twisting 'round

Under starry skies I'm sleeping

I'm going upI'm going down



I've been manic on the phone again

Understand it's not my mouth

A neverending guessing game again

This cursed thought is going south

I'm going upI'm going down



Crying lonelylaugh out loud

Trying mostly

Won't you show meshow me how

If you could only



You can say I'm only dreaming

But it's all that I can see

You can pray to hollow idols

But I carry them with me



Crying lonelylaugh out loud

Trying mostly

Won't you show meshow me now

If you could only