I only go where I'm invited only fit in where
I fit I'm not trying to be dramatic I try my best to deal 
with it and when I think about it I wanna punch myself 
how am I doing lately?
is it really hard to tell-- and if I sound like a broken 
groove-- and I'll be here until you pick me up and start 
me over I'm so tired of being thoughtless and hopelessly 
obsessed I don't mean to sound so damn pathetic at least 
you've seen me at my best and when I think about it
I wanna punch myself--how am I doing lately?