out here 

i can barely see my breath

surrounded 

by jealousy and death

i can't be reached

i've only had one call

dragged underneath

seperate from you all



this time 

i've lost my own return

in spite of 

everything i've learned

i hid my tracks

spit out all my air

slipped into cracks

stripped of all my cares



i'm so tired 

sheep are counting me

no more struggle

no more energy

no more patient

you can write that down

it's all too crazy

i'm not sticking 'round