Well I needed to define what it was that made you mine

Was it pity or disgust I used to know but now I just don't trust

Since the accident, what it was you meant

I convinced myself it was heaven sent

that the ambulance was sent

And I wish I had disguise, please let ignorance provide a shield for covering

my pride might restore my faith in good yeah a wish I understood but I

don't care I just need another 'lude and intravenous food



I don't need your loving all I need is a spinal operation



In my weakened state I might, independence I won't fight

Cause I don't need your sorry eyes or was that just terrible disguise

or was it loose, thinly veiled hate I understand why you didn't want to

wait, when it's time to operate



Now I'm running out of time now I know that hate is blind

It's all legal, not a crime I give consent to your detriment

Press the buzzer and you'll know it's time ask the nurse she'll say

everything's fine

Take a scalpel to my spine