I think I know what to do now

I think I know why

It looks like I'm where I thought I'd be

The day that I die

Hard to believe could it be so

So much more left to go



I've been told where I'm going

But I still get scared sometimes

Remembering the past that didn't last

And how I died sometimes

Didn't care for one or all

In the disease of the fall



What I see around

It brings tears to my eyes

If I do nothing about it

What right do I have to cry

Just save the tears

For the dawn of the eternal day

Stand uselessly before God

With nothing to say



I've been told the right things

It's hard to do them anyway

I just can't account for

All the blessings in my way

Tomorrow they may go

It can't change what I know