Once again life is killing me 

This time I know there's no way back 

Left alone, abandoned 

Without any chance in tomorrow 



You're gone forever 

As I try to find a reason for this 

Endlessly wondering why 

You burned away all I was living for 



Remembrances are all I still own of you 

As I lie in my bed, drunk, confused 

Flashes of our past passing before my eyes 

Just like dying, endlessly dreaming of you 



Dreaming of forgotten words and smiles 

Trying to push away the need to harm myself 

I feel is growing deep inside of me 

I feel I will have to carve this pain upon my skin 



Loneliness arises from the past 

I will not bear this torment longer 

As I try to sleep to heal this madness 

But this bed now seems to be like my tomb 



Now I know it's all too late to save me 

I keep on dreaming of past years 

I can't feel that warmth anymore 

You turned my existence in a terminal disease 



I know all I once called life ends today 

As you disappear forever, flying far away 

All emotions inside of me are dead and gone 

I can't stand this silence, but now I'm alone 

I'm alone 



Where have you gone when I needed you? 

Never again