I  CAN'T ESCAPE THIS STATE OF MIND. IT ALWAYS STAYS THE SAME. I FAIL TO BELIEVE BECAUSE NOTHING EVER WORKS OUT LIKE IT SHOULD. I TRY TO BELIEVE YOUR WORDS BUT DEEP INSIDE IT EATS AWAY. DEEP INSIDE IT EATS AWAY. SO I'VE LEARNED. I'VE LEARNED NOT TO TRUST. IT DOESN'T COME SO EASILY.IT DOESN'T COME SO EASY ANYMORE.



SO I'VE LEARNED. NOW I'VE LEARNED.



EVERYTIME YOU SEEM SO CONFIDENT, AND EVERYTIME YOU RE-ASSURE ME. TRUST ME NOW, AND I WANNA BELIEVE.TRUST ME NOW.AND I STILL WANNA BELIEVE.I KNOW ITS GOOD INTENTIONS,BUT IT ALWAYS ENDS THE SAME WAY. TRUST ME NOW, AND I WANNA BELIEVE.TRUST ME NOW, AND I STILL WANNA BELIEVE.



NOW I TAKE IT ON.NOW I TAKE TOO MUCH ON MYSELF.



EVERYTIME YOU SEEM SO CONFIDENT, AND EVERYTIME YOU RE-ASSURE ME. TRUST ME NOW, AND I WANNA BELIEVE.TRUST ME NOW.AND I STILL WANNA BELIEVE. TRUST ME NOW AND I STILL WANNA BELIEVE. I STILL WANT TO BELIEVE YOU.THIS STATE OF MIND IS HOLDING ME BACK.