So withdrawn and feeling numb.

Watching life come all undone.

Growng fear, a human grace.

A drowning mind in a dark embrace.



I am down on my knees

praying beyond belief.

The silence deafens my ears

and welds the shackels

onto my fears.



My life a disarray.

And I fade away.

Lost all faith.

Lost all trust.

A sordid mesh turning to dust.

I am lost.

I am so numb.