i can't get her off of my chest unless i'm sleeping on my side 

it's like drowning when the water may only exist in my head 

so i'll put a hole there and let my seas spill onto your shores 

rendering your plane of thinking a dizzy little girl on the edge of the world 

don't tell me that there is nothing to fear 

trying to share it is a reckless endeavor 

i can't take the weight of this head full of water 

i 

don't 

sleep 

i 

hardly 

move 

you won't sleep you won't move at all 



when what you see and what you believe are never the same 

you can really start to wear down and lose it 

and they will never see it