Here I stand alone

Abused by myself

Scenes of suicide

Like a solid wall of fear

Negativity overcomes

Positivity in me

Self pity, laughing

Screaming in my ears



The fuse is lit

The fuse that makes me explode



These questions I ask

Who gives and who takes?

If the answer is god, well

Who am I? His mistake?

An endless battle

Against depressive thoughts

Brief moments of victory

'Cause you know there is always more to come



The fuse is lit

The fuse that makes me explode



I am

Alone

Save me

Kill me



Save me

Sane me



Spent some time in myself to find out who I am

All I found was pain

Can I ever be saved?

Kill me please, set me free 

Save me

Kill me



The fuse is lit 

The fuse that makes me explode