Last week you said you'd never do this to me

But now I'm sitting here wondering why I'm on the shelf again

I know you want to get closer to me

But I don't want to go on if you really do not want this



I hate to sound so jaded

But it seems like nothing's changing



My apathy for apologies is getting stronger

No, I can't take this any longer

So why don't you figure out if you want this or not

I know I said that I forgave you

But I don't want to see you go through

All this pain of messing up this night over again



Today you took back everything that you said

And I'm trying so hard to forget all the lies that came right in,

Crashing through your teeth

But I can't say that I've been much better

So here's this letter



And over again, is what it feels like 

I don't want to sit and watch you live a lie