And now i'm trying to decide if i feel dirty at all

cause it gets hard to tell

it's never just black and white she's got a mind of her own

and she uses it well

so she invites me over outside villanova

she's got some pull-out sofa that we won't hardly need

she is only drinking soda revving up that motor

got places we could go to but i still won't believe

that she's only gifted

when i'm standing by her side

she goes unassisted

and i start to relax as i cut her some slack


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so get up i gotta go to work

facing all these people who now know i'm a jerk

and it's a set-up i gotta change my clothes

concealing all this evidence before everybody knows

what i've done and what i'm gonna do …again


and in the middle of the night i have a breakdown of sorts

with regret creeping in

she's gonna put up a fight and she will get her way

cause she loves sleeping in

so i need someone to side with when she begins confiding

and i cannot provide it cause i'm endlessly cold

she says she's so excited to play some groom and bride

with me but i'm undecided so I need to be told

that she's only sinking

when i'm sleeping by her side

with a change of thinking

i could pull us away even just for a day


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she grows impatient to change my tune

she's geting older and legal soon

and i wasn't ready to start out and go upsetting

some girl that i'd be forgetting 

by the time the cops came by that afternoon

and i try to decide as she pulls me aside 


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