When I can't see what's real and unreal

Reality but a bleak memory to me

Of years in sorrow and hatred 

The dreams they helped me through

Lifted me up from the shadows

Suicide was near, but not here

In a world no one can see

Only for the angels and for me

I escaped the truth and the lies

Forced my soul to depart with my body

That always was sitting by a window

Gazing out into that cold and rainy street

Tears in eyes because of someone lost

Or maybe never found

My mind was always filled with so much anger

I don't carry that burden anymore

I'm free of feelings, but still I care

For all the ones I left behind