As I slowly close my eyes

I can see what I once had

Screaming out loud but no one hears

Surrounded by emptiness

I clench my teeth to hold back the tears



The fire that burned is now dying down

I cannot hope no more

Do not dare to believe

Erased emotions, denial of lust

I fear the pain of being left alone



Lies to myself, just want to forget

Years of joy turns to despair

Tries to get through the mist of love

And I cry along the way



Thoughts goes around in my bitter mind

Confused, tries to understand

My soul is empty, Im dying inside

I want to find the path that leads back to life