This is not me now 

can you tell me 

what am I becoming? 

what am I doing to myself? 

This is not me now 

can you tell me 

why I'm self destructing 

How can I live with all this? 



Chorus: 

I am breaking to pieces 

and how long will I lose this war 

I can't take much more 

  

I am losing now 

will you help me 

How can I explain this? 

How can I justify myself? 

I am losing now 

will you help me 

cause I can't remember 

all that I've lived with for so long 



Chorus: (x2)  

  

This is not me now 

can you tell me 

what am I becoming 

what am I doing to myself 

  

What am I doing to myself? 

I'm self destructing 

  

Chorus (x3)