It was hard to let you go

Harder yet to hear those words

And everyday since then

I've been tryin' to break your curse

For all those times you made me wonder why I live

I'd paralyze my hate

with all the thoughts of love

that you'd give to me...

as long as I live I can never forget you

even though I try with all my heart

as long as I live I can never forget you

even though I try with all my might

well it's five years later now

and my heart's no longer numb

the way we acted was so childish and dumb

I was just a toy to you but you never really cared

Cuz it's so clear to me that the feelings were so strong

you were scared of me