I'm down to one last cigarette

And perhaps two steps left

Please God don't make me feel anymore, anymore



What did you save for me

What did you pay for



I can't understand this mess

I am more than this

I am more than worthless

I want more

I need more

I am worth more

More than worthless



Can't feel the empty glass in my hand

Or taste the bitter wine upon my lips

Please God don't make me love anymore



I want you to know

I need you to know

That I'll be right here right here

I want you to feel

That everything is real

What I feel is still real