your smile cuts like only I know

this vicious blade of ecstacy

should I wish to break these chains

can't stand it if I freeze



so near yet so far to my surprise

I can't show you who you are

so near yet so far to my demise

so I wait until you like my eyes

so I wait until you like



shudder to think what would

can't face that hurt I'd bye bye gone

never show that you're alone

always hope how we be as one



so near yet so far to my surprise

I can't show you who you are

so near yet so far to my demise

so I wait until you like my eyes

so I wait until you like

until you like my lies

so I wait and I lose



it's just a little...

it's just a little crush so I hush roll over and cry

if I don't tell you I'll die and if I do I'm screwed

it's a lose-lose situation but one I'm used to

when I'm always betting on a limp horse of course

can't get the words outta my mouth wanna spit 'em out

but I'm not quite ready yet to come screaming out

the closet I said goddamn you got me real good

all I wanna be is wanna be is cured



all I want to be is cured



until you like my eyes

so I wait and I lose

and I lose