of all the times i've tried to talk to you 

and acted out of line 

please understand 

when I tell you more than anything 

why must we hold a candle to all our shames? 

I forgave my enemies 

but I never forgot their names 

of all the times i've tried to talk to you 

this time I think i'm fine 

we'll make it through 

'cuz i'll never want you to cry 

and there's no fire without lots of smoke 

everyone laughed, I didn't get the joke 

but i'm secure with my insecurity 

and i'm so sure with my uncertainty 

I know we're bored with our apologies 

this time we're making everything we need 

this time, I don't want to know what i'm thinking 

i just want to know what you think 

and do you think that I should think this way?