No witness
No judges
Nobody saw this struggle
So peaceful
So quiet
Such pain inside our bodies
We've found witness
Found judges
We've found time to deny it
But try to deny it
We've never said goodbye
(Heavens know if that time was real just in my mind)
No warning
So sudden
My heart was cold like frozen tree
Your heart was
Denying
You've ever loved me like you have
Though things we did together
Are wrapped in hollow doeful years
Don't try to deny it
We've never said goodbye
Listen
All the time that I've been missing love
That really was just bunch of silly teenage noise
I must have been crazy, out of mind
And I only regret regretting
You fucked up my mind up and down and you know it
Probably still enjoy it, bitch
Ha-ha-ha, always laughing like a twat
Well, we'll see who's gonna laugh at last
I've been through horror
I've been weeping wrapped in dirty sheets
With no hope for seeing tomorrow bright and clean
Without the sorrow of not being loved
By some egocentric moron
And yeah, I'm fine, time passes, you're in shit
That's not my problem, I don't really care
The only thing that bothers me after all is
Are you even fucking sorry
Are you even fucking sorry'
(Heavens know if that time was real just in my mind)