I've lost more sleep than I can say 

And blurred the lines between the days 

Pour myself another cup 

Put one out light another up 

My mind's stopped making any sense 

I've lost track of the present tense 

Don't wanna leave, don't wanna stay 

I'd kill to bring back yesterday 

Folded up and left for dad 

The things I wish I would've said 

The times I should've turned and run 

But the damage was already done 

And I dug myself a deeper hole 

Raked myself over the coals 

Reason brings redemption 

But redemption won't be mind 



Suppressed my frustation 

But it returned 

Lost in the translation 

I'm not concerned 

Smoke 'em if you got 'em 

'Cause we're never gonna learn 

And dance upon the ashes of this world 



Got hours more and miles to go 

I feel the clock begin to slow 

Play the hand that I was dealt 

By the enemy that is myself 

If I don't get out from under this 

I might never know what I fucking missed 

I'm at the breaking point 

But don't know where to draw the line 



I'm ticking like a fucking bomb 

Had the best of intentions 

My resolve outlasts my apprehensions 

Won't be the first time 

Not gonna be the last 

I looked ahead through bleary eyes 

And wondered what was left 

Wondered will I pass the test 



I've lost myself and found myself 

And then I lost it all again 



It comes down to me in the end 

The more I know 

The less I comprehend 

It comes down to me in the end