Every page of my suicide script
they all have a cross to bear
like a hammer to the teeth
answer my misguided prayer

Watch it kill you watch it kill me
my hipocrisy is so sincere
each dose of delusion
becomes a feeding frenzy

carving this message into my skin
haunting me
this isn't the way I want to live
It's killing me
carving this message into my skin
with not one shit left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's killing me to live

Killing myself again
I'm killing myself to live
I kill myself to live