what is this life is it all real what do i do with these emotions i feel 

no one is listening to a word that i say i sit alone as my life slips away 

cant concentrate on the good things i have my mind will focus on anthing bad 

so i will write another sad song in a miserable life is where i belong 

if i could hold you and never let go but i cant let you come into my home 

a home of sorrow a home of disgrace where i belong all alone in this place 

if i could hold you and never let go but i cant let you come into my home 

a home of sorrow a home of disgrace where i belong all alone in this place 

i've been corrupted by the evil i lusted mind set astray by the lies that i trusted 

i've come to far now there's no turning back its my reign of evil and i must attack 

please never feel the way that i do please never think that i want to hurt you 

i am a monster this i now know i am the scarred up star of the show 

if i could hold you and never let go but i cant let you come into my home 

a home of sorrow a home of disgrace where i belong all alone in this place 

if i could hold you and never let go but i cant let you come into my home 

a home of sorrow a home of disgrace where i belong all alone in this place 

when i look into your eyes it all dies 

when i look into your eyes it all dies 

now look into my eyes and say goodbye 

if i could hold you and never let go but i cant let you come into my home 

a home of sorrow a home of disgrace where i belong all alone in this place 

if i could hold you and never let go but i cant let you come into my home 

a home of sorrow a home of disgrace where i belong all alone in this place