Afraid to be myself. 
Alone I can't be loved. 
I stare through your soul 
To find something meaningful. 
Something that can't grow old. 
I know where you are and why you're there. 
It's making it hard to disappear . 
I see you in the walls where I sleep. 
Your tight grip, it suffocates me. 
Picked last. I'm a reject. 
At least I was loved when I was a kid. 
I'm feeling the distance. 
It's so hard to talk when you turn away. 
In your home I don't feel safe. 
I know where you are and why you're there. 
It's making it hard to disappear . 
I see you in the walls where I sleep. 
Your tight grip, it suffocates me. 
No one's deserving to have this feeling. 
So overwhelming, to feel this away. 
Afraid to be myself.