Inhale... Waiting to ex. from the speculation
 As my mind rotates in that 360 rotation
 Verbal sedation's eliminating the hesitation
 From the fascination that I'm facing  
 but why am I facing fascination in the first place?
 The first taste of simple rejection would be the worst case  in my thoughts...
 The first taste of should be the most unforgettable
 But the curse is laced with strict questions thats hypothetical
 Like how pathetically am I facing this situation?
 Will I ever make it real,
 or forever will it be a simulation of constant struggle and frustration
 Immediate thoughts of lost motivation fills my brain capacity
 While drasticaly i'll put in effort, and your response is fast asleep
 But still many men are passing me, really it has to be
 An offering that you can accept
 That I possess, but still I stress
 and ponder the thought of you just saying yes
 But we all know that will never be cause qualities in my anamotomy
 Could all be postive and that still wont matter see
 And again and again I try, you say no, and I say why?
 Then I try to lie to myself and say you're really not that fly
 But then I face reality and come to senses with my self
 And put my egotistical ways, way back up on the shelf...
 Cause on my impulses I'll act
 With a major effort to get my sight back

 ** Hook ** (X2)
 If love is blind, why can't I hand it vision?
 And how did I get myself in this position?
 But I got to keep switching...Back and forth, forth and back...
 Side to side with an effort to get my sight back...

 Elevate while my thoughts stay between that fine line
 Which be seperating life from love and hate
 I close my eyes and slowly meditate, hesitate, trying to set it straight
 Taking in big pictures while observations try to evaluate
 The scences that revolve around me, suspiciously
 Worshipping qualities religiousley, while physically not catching a vibe
 It seems that I'm always so underrated
 Cause the longer that I'm waiting lets others start escalating
 To the plateau that I had so anticipated
 Then I finally reach my peak and find the premises evacuated
 Obstacles that were faced left me infatuated
 Fascinated at the third degree, you see...
 I plea and contemplate, try to rebalance my situation,
 Words merely for conversation
 My feelings are based upon a pure relationship
 Blew a kiss then said peace and salutations

 ** Hook ** (X2)

 Paradoxically elusive, but yet intrusive into my life
 This girl as wife...conductive to nice, love to seduce this
 Abusive? I'll never get, girl bet
 Hard to hit somebody when you're steady lying up in bed for weeks on end
 Which succinctly describes our scenario
 Moving together at a rhythm that be very slow
 Up and down 'til we reach that delectable crescendo
 Somewhat like a sexual merry-go-round
 On the agenda next? More sex I suspect
 At least that's what I select
 Might as well my shit remains erect for hours on end
 With the power to bend girlfriend
 Like wilted flower stems
 When were done we take a shower and then
 Mutual backrubs to ease those kinks
 From kinky athletics where the stress is on aesthetics
 But never prosthetics cuz I can't get with incisions
 If the love ain't natural, I'll leave blind and keep the vision missing

 ** Hook ** (X2