I refuse to let the scars of my past define me
I tried to find the bad in everything
So I never could be attached
I'm always on my way to sink
On my way to sink
I'm so fucking far from the life I am supposed to lead
To change is my creed
To change is what I need
I could have followed you into eternity
Despite all the chaos I saw you as peace
Despite all the anger I could never say no
Who thought it was love that could captivate my words?
All this commotion, emotions running deep as oceans
Setting off exploding right inside my head
Your words has been demonstrating against my feelings
Now step back and enjoy as you watch me explode
The knife in my heart will be carving these words into your mind
So the blood on your hands will stay forever
I despise you more than you ever could imagine
I despise you for making me feel like this
I despise you for making me feel like this
And the best protest I can think of is
Making you see that I stand on my own feet
And that my life Is worth living
And that my life Is worth living
And that my life Is worth living
I could have followed you into eternity
Despite all the chaos I saw you as a peace
Despite all the anger I could never say no
I refuse to let the scars of my past define me