Can’t recall
Feeling like myself
I’m in a play
I don’t know
Anyone so near
That far away
 
Where’s the hand
That can make my heart
Conceive a smile
I don’t know
Why I tried so hard
To no avail
 
Don’t wanna feel so
Very entangled
And surrounded from every angle
Who will affirm me (that)
I’m in denial
Tell me the needle’s off the vinyl
 
Who’s gonna take me home
Back to the signs I know
And lead me to follow
Familiar traces to common places
Who’s gonna take me home
Show me where I want go
Reset my sense of direction
And tear my engine down
To unwind the knots 
I’m spinning into
Turning around
 
Can’t decide
Can’t control my head
I’m a marionette
Hanging on
All the mixed up threads
Of my impulsiveness
 
Don’t wanna feel all
Of this frustration
Won’t let my drive be irritation
Won’t be a cynic
A bitter and jealous
Statler or Waldorf kinda fella
	
I’ll stand up
Cutting the strings from
All that pushes weight on 
Decisions I need to make

I’ll lean on
My refound boldness
Hide away my weakness
To stand on my own two feet

I’ll break through
All self-build fences 
Trusting on my senses
Knowing what is defeat

I’ll walk past
Every road-block
Overcome the shell-shock
Fighting has left behind