thoughts of anger in bleeding tears a mispent youth 
riddled with fear drowning sadness sparks an 
uncontrollable rage walls coming down on me devils which 
I can not see trapped screaming in misery frustration 
burns inside of me through the mist come the hands 
grabbing to lead me astray cut the wrists of the 
torturing force through the mist 19 years in a concrete 
cage