Too afraid to make mistakes and bleed

There's someone who means way too much to me 

There's a million different ways and scenes to live

She's asking me for something I can't give



I don't drink to escape, The misconception swells

But when I drink is the only time I don't wish I was somewhere else



This town you have is calm and beautiful

And I don't know anyone here at all

I could drive forever on this beach

But consequence is all I'll ever reach



I don't move to seek, The misconseption swells

But when I move is the only time I don't wish I was somewhere else



Surenderous eyes and of the smoothest skin

Reminding me of places I'ven't been

And we so often mean what we don't say

But the serious game's a game and that's its way



I don't love to be loved, The misconception swells

But when I love, Truly love, I wish I wasn't somewhere else



Tried to poison you in me, Oh and still resamble dignity

These are happy times of bloom

As we both leave this thing with empty wombs



And I'm not afraid to die, The misconception swells

But when I die, Won't be the first time, I wish that I was somewhere else