Whatsoever I've feared has 
Come to life 
Whatsoever I've fought off 
Became my life 
Just when everyday 
Seemed to greet 
Me with a smile 
Sunspots have faded 
And now I'm doing time 
Cause I fell on 
Black days 

Whomsoever I've cured 
I've sickened now 
Whomsoever I've cradled 
I've put you down 
I'm a search light soul 
They say but I can't 
See it in the night 
I'm only faking 
Cause I fell on 
Black days 
How would I know 
That this could be my fate 

So what you wanted to 
See good has made you blind 
And what you wanted to 
Be yours has made it 
Mine 
So don't you lock up 
Something that you 
Wanted to see fly 
Hands are for shaking 
No not tying 

I sure don't 
Mind a change 
But I fell on black 
Days 
How would I know 
That this could be 
My fat