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First, it appeared like an averse of tears, a non 
important detail, like a spring wing breath, that wind 
who do not hurt but on contrary let that feeling of 
freedom slowly, caress your face. That sweet wind left 
a seed in his hand, that seed was softly swallowed and 
it taste started to develop inside his mind. Eyes were 
closed, hands were opened and then, he was suddenly 
projected in the middle of an ocean of clouds, all was 
calm and peaceful first, sun was present as a force 
guiding his moves.

The sunrays caressed his face like his mother once did 
in a forgotten previous life. After closing his eyes, 
he finally felt asleep in the middle of the void, 
surrounded by moving cotten clouds and dancing spectral 
moon rays. Some images started to appears, it was 
clearly easy to define these visions. All started with 
harmonious notes of baroque music, played with an 
antique harpischord. All evolved suddenly to a kind of 
discord, something felt on the ground, it created a 
delicious sound, something really soft... It is tears? 
Or maybe the sound of blood chanting into obscurity 
while collapsing? Nobody will ever know, why this Seed 
had some strange marks on its body?

He opened his stomach with a sharp scalpet. It was 
vital to find back what has been swallowed a few days 
earlier. But, that leaded as to an huge disappointment, 
to imagine someone bleeding like that and meanwhile 
puking... But let's go closer to see what is 
happening... Oh! Finally there's no real need to worry 
since what he was puking was just dead Insectas, some 
larva's also, every sorts of dead and non dead things. 
You know, those who are dead and looks still have their 
minds. Feelings of immense disgust, shapr inner pain 
crying till piercing the flesh...

So, it became more convenient to look to another 
direction. But what was going to get outside his rotten 
stomach? It was blood first, but also some genitals 
organs who were getting implanted in other organs. Oh! 
What a failure!! This is unreal, this is not possible!
No, this is not possible because humanity are certain 
it is not, but what's this creature is enduring is real 
as a matter of fact. After all, when he will have 
finished to bleed, he will die and everything will be 
fine at the end. Death is deliverance to life. Life 
only lead to Death?
There's many ways to reach Death. But still we wonder 
where is the most pleasant one. So, I will wait, sit on 
my throne, gazing at the sky, in search of answers and 
time will fade out, slowly over my corpse... Day after 
day, I rot, expecting light that will bless me for the 
rest of eternity. I will tend to forget the taste of 
all the Seeds I had to taste...