Everything is broken

Chaos in my mind

Booze is a bitch

And my passion for life is dangerous

I have a feeling

That I do everything the other way round

The inner demon broke silence

And you broke into tears

If I push too much

I won't make any difference

Feelings of guilt ...

It seems so absurd and futile

I don't really know what else I should do

I better move on

Why can't things be as they used to be? 

Everyone is so grumpy tonight

Hey fucker, something's gonna happen tomorrow

And you may understand the meaning of your dull life

It's freezing cold outside

I'm staggering down the street

Beaten up and lonely

My will conforming to the instinct of war

And limbs want to destroy

Blackout caused by a fall

Broken face, body bruised

An emotional fit taking turns

With burst of laughter

I'd like to cry but I don't know how to

The only solution is sleep

Then I'll board up window

And be your cute little boy