the other night I dreamt about a sudden realization

that everything bad that can happen to me would

woke up screaming god I hope I'm not bleeding

out my eyes or mouth when I die

I have seen a sheepish wonder

I see me three years ago today

no one's gonna push my buttons

no one's gonna have their say a little while later I was trying to remember

but then it didn't seem quite as awful as it seemed

can't believe I won't admit that I have seen a sheepish wonder

I see me three years ago today

no one's gonna push my buttons

no one's gonna have their way feel about the same but I'm 10 years older

watched my cat die for a month now I have seen a sheepish wonder

I saw you earlier today