I was walking to Grandview alone tonight
You were more than a friend and that’s alright
I thought about conjuring you in a spell
The smell of your pillow in my motel

Every once in awhile I get on a train
And I ride to the stop where the morning began
I remember the airport when you said to me
“I can be anything that you want me to be”

I know you don’t care about it
But without you I played and I folded
There’s a million lights in my tunnel right now
And yeah it feels right to be lonely
Cause your cousins come by and they’re phony
But don’t get me wrong,
I don’t need you at all

All the mornings we spent naked in bed
Skipping breakfast and friends and making them wait

I know you don’t care about it
But without you I played and I folded
There’s a million lights in my tunnel right now
And yeah it feels right to be lonely
Cause your cousins come by and they’re phony
But don’t get me wrong,
I don’t need you at all

I will keep them together and they will tear me apart
I will lose all my friends again
Then I’ll restart

I know you don’t care about it
But without you I played and I folded
There’s a million lights in my tunnel right now
And yeah it feels right to be lonely
Cause your cousins come by and they’re phony
But don’t get me wrong,
I don’t need you at all
I just miss you is all