poison oak some boyhood bravery
when a telephone was a tin can on a string
and i fell asleep with you still talking to me
you said you were afraid to die

in polaroids you were dressed in women's clothes
were you made ashamed, why'd you lock them in a drawer
well i don't think that i ever loved you more
then when you turned away, when you slammed the door
when you stole the car and drove towards mexico
and you wrote bad checks just to fill your arms
i was young enough, i still believed in more

let the poets cry themselves to sleep
and all their tearful words will turn back into steam
but me i'm a single cell on a serpent's tongue
there's a muddy field where a garden was
and i'm glad you got away but i'm still stuck out here
my clothes are soaking wet from your brother's tears

and i never thought this life was possible
you're the yellow bird that i've been waiting for
the end of paralysis, i was a statuette
now i'm drunk as hell on a piano bench
and when i press the keys it all gets reversed
the sound of loneliness makes me happier