but not my eyes
I'm waiting for you
alone in my room
except for the flies

looking for light
my hands held with dark
why's it so hard for me?
I hold back my heart
and it all falls apart again
two seconds from the end

why am I the same?
it makes no sense when you keep promising change
why's it so hard for me?
it's not right this time
I'm way left of right
I guess I just should have known

(CHORUS)
it's always like this
it hasn't always been
I never saw the change
but I need one again

something so true
and still so full of lies
I'm high on your smile
coming down on your words
I guess I just should have known

looking for light
my hands held with dark
why's it so hard for me?
it's not right this time
I'm way left of right
I guess I just should have known

(CHORUS