The wind whispers your name

your eyes your face visible thru these black days

I was never the only one to think of you

And remember every look every word everything

Digging my nails into my palms feeling nothing but heat

With a heavy heart and a trace of guilt I accept this deceit

I can't forgive myself and I won't start with you

These are the words I live by

I will not attempt to to swallow betrayed

These are the words I live by

These are the words I wish my hands of all the past

Theres are the words I live by

I am buried alive your gift at deception

He抯 left me hoping

Reacting choking gasping for unbreathable air

The essence of death

Permeates my senses