Do you know how hard I tried but I fail

Do you know that I tried my best but I lose

Don't you know I'm so envious I've got nothing

Dead to this world cause I'm all alone

Time goes by another wasted year there's no way out

I lose myself to another fear I've lost again

Deviously low scum is what I've become I want you to die

But that's just a lie because I've never changed

I feel my hatred about to explode

Feel my anger consume you whole

You're weak cause life was kinder to you

As for me my goal is to make sure you learn what's misery

My feelings are gone I'm numb inside

I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal

My feelings are gone I'm numb inside

I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal

We won't rot alone the ones we hate

Their ends will comfort my hate

My plans were set long ago

Destroy all the hopes that you've known

Crush all your silly dreams

You're life aint as perfect as it seems

Now feel my hatred explode

Now know my plans are a go

Now I'll complete my revenge

Now my lost dreams I'll avenge

You could never understand

Who I am what I am what I've become

I will spit in your face

Until I die for who I am

And what I've become

You could never understand

Who I am what I am what I've become

I will spit in your face until I die